:( :)

every time... my day always chase with my task, with my work, with my obsession, with my purpose.
I feel, I give pressure too much in my life... I am so lean on.
I want to life normally, enjoy, freeedom, full happy time... but, its so imposible to leave my behavior.
my behavior that seldom give me complacency...
 hmm... maybe it's my destiny.